A short whine before I do my school work that is piling on my desk--
My maid of almost 2 years has decided to be thoughtful and neat. Therefore, without asking Hobbit and I, she dutifully work the scissors on my little Hobb's baby hair lock that we have been saving ever since he was born.
My plan was to cut little Hobb's lock when he reaches schooling age so that I could save that lock in his memory book and who knows give it to him when he graduates from high school or when he gets married someday. Yet, somebody, who has no blood relation or whatsoever with little Hobb has decided to waste all my dreams of keeping and saving that hair to an end. Thanks for the help but no thank you!
And how did I find out? I was drying little Hobb's hair and I was frantically looking for the locks thinking that the hair wasn't combed and they must be hiding somewhere. Then I started to panic and was frantically brushing little Hobb's hair with my fingers. None! Everything behind his neck was of the same size! Arrrrrgggggggggghhhhh!! That's when my maid proudly confessed that she had trimmed them several days ago! As soon as I heard what she did, I thought I could cry right in front of her like a baby (I seriously was felt like crying out loud)! Then I started to ask her why and how and why and why again, to which she nonchalantly said "Oh, I thought you didn't like it messy!" and walked out. What?? Who did she think she is? Without any permission from the parents and now showing no remorse at all and just walk away as if we would get over it and move on with what she did?? Ugh!!
Anyway, I lacked sleep the whole day and therefore this post. I know you can sense anger and sadness in every corner but whatever it is, I couldn't possibly get that lock of hair back. Right now, I need to clear my head and browse some beautiful stuff in burlap-tablecloth.com . Maybe God will instill in me on what and how I should handle this to the next step. *pening*